About 3891 km away from home

I sat alone in my room

Missing every bit of what's there in Singapore

At the same time looking forward to my days in Perth

I prepared myself mentally for what's in store

What I've got to write today pains me

Nothing of the sort that comes from this trip

It was more of what I came across from being too kepo

It sucks to come across things of the past

The more you know, the more you want to find out

The more you read, the more it hurts

It may have zero significance now but why do I have to feel this way

I choose to make myself feel this way

I choose to make myself feel broken

Somedays, I just need self mental reasurance