god. it's been ages since i last blog. i couldn't believe i've abandoned this blog. but one thing for sure, i know you guys really miss me. hah. tons of things has happened in my life for the past six to seven months. crying crying n more crying. but i simply loveee my new skool.

today was A-Team (Ambassadorial Team) interview. i thought everything was gonna be ok. Syafiq from adventure club was there and he's gonna be my interviewer with two other sooooo not smiley people. so i went in the room & started my 1 min self-intro. i just crapped throughout the whole thing & in between, never fail to include "erms" & super long silence. bleargh. after much interogation, i was bombarded with senarios & questions. like how big a fish you wanna be? & who you would save first~ your mum or your husband. & stuff. ok. so i thought it was gonna end there. but noooo... they want me to show my "special telent". god. i wanted to do an act but somone told me i can just tell jokes. so this dumb fella told her joke. about a naked lady she saw. (if you wanna know, ask me). hah. & they were like pasting a facial expression that reads~ "Hello!! this is not even a joke. can you give us better?"... so i just told them that its my personal experience. & this is in my heart at tat point of time~ [shut up! keep those comments to yourself. i know i'm killing myself here.]

unfortunately, they insisted me to show them some REAL "special telent". hah. i gave them tons of excuses e.g i can't sing cause i have a frog voice. but i still sang twinkle twinkle little star. but they were still unsatisfied. Syafiq wanted me to do some actions to go along with the stoopid song. so i changed the song ~ ba ba black sheep have u any wool. so i can escape from making myself a fool. i sang really well though. (=. heh.

i was like "org giler tak tentu arah" after the interview. cause i know tat i can't make it. -_- Diana was there & she knows how haywired i went.

thanks Syafiq for making me hate interviews more.

& noufie, don't think too much. take care of yourself babe. (=