hah. didn't study for my test. who cares. i just feel like slacking for the past few days. maybe i'm just too excited for the ADC camp. & i hate myself when i'm too engrossed in someting. someting happened when i was walking down the lecture theatre cum exam room. while discussing to a friend of mine about the test. hah. my super brilliant lecturer looked up & shouted someting across. "Someone is bringing her notes down". my my. for all i know, its me. hugging the red book in my arms. hah. paiseh seh. i didn't even realise it was me. when everyone was staring at me, only then i realised. hah. stoopid me.

had to make my skin looked thick. smiled. place the book back. & sat at my exam chair. praying to ALLAH that i can go through the test as smoothly as possible & no more nonsense. hah. (=

as for the camp. the bag is not as heavy as i thought.

i think the only thing i could remember was seeing ahmad at eunos just now & feeling hungry for like tha whole day. bored. except that tomoro i'm gonna have ADC camp ~Adventure Club. & i dunno wat to bring. argh. & the stoopid test is tomoro. o_O.

tried not to think too much about yesterday was tough.

lucky got adventure club. went for adventure club. got the shock of my life. they decided to do physical training today. damn it. i didn't bring my shoes. i was only prepared for rock climbing. shit you guys. borrowed noufie's pair of shoes cos i can't possibly be running in sandles right? got second for girls. achievement. cos i gained weight!!! babats all over.

did seat-ups, push-ups, incline pull-ups & stuff. & continued with rock climbing after PT. draining all the energy man.

~thanx noufie fer ur shoes. *-*

haish. feeling really low. hating my life even more. why me? please. don't put me in this kinda situation. don't drag me. i don't wanna be "the chosen one". but i really love you guys. been crying a lot. even the tiniest bit could make me cry. shan't elaborate further.

behind every misery, there's happiness. ya. my going-to-be-brother-in-law's family is gonna come to my house this 4th September. yeah. my eldest sis is gonna get engaged in December. can't wait for her big day. (=

see you people some other time due to mixed emotions.

whats wrong with me. really bad day today though it started out well. i'm just fatigue because of yesterday & people around me kept buzzing the word "chee bai". especially nazrul. i got so pissed, i shouted at him. hah. you might be thinking why i shout for something so trivial.

hey. picture this. i'm tired, he asked me a stoopid question. being me, i replied in a lame yet sacarstic way. he said chee bai. i slashed at him. and then it came. "the cold war". hah. i can't be bothered to even say sorry. ya. he deserves it. chee bai here chee bai there. shish. who cares if i'm mean. but too bad ar. just don't use it like its your prayer or sumthing. please. anyway, its no longer funny. O_o

still having a heart, i apologised. & i asked him if he still wants his name or if he prefers to be called chee bai. hah. (=

and there's this freakish guy who stalked me just now. seram ok.

just wanna share this bit with you guys cause i'm dead bored. heh.

ya. guess what? my bro got into an accident with a taxi this morning while going out with his bunch of friends. & he used my sis car. hah. just great. shish. lucky my sis didn't flare up at him. she prefers to give him the "cold war" treatment instead. seriously, it scared the shit out of me. alhamdulillah, he's safe. (=

where the hell did the stoopid packard bell cd went to. i've searched like practically everywhere. except for my bookshelf that is. cause it can't possibly get itself stuck in between the books. bleargh. everyone's putting all the blame on me cause the comp can't work!!! hah. i'm soo gonna kill myself soon. thank god there's something called school.

god. it's been ages since i last blog. i couldn't believe i've abandoned this blog. but one thing for sure, i know you guys really miss me. hah. tons of things has happened in my life for the past six to seven months. crying crying n more crying. but i simply loveee my new skool.

today was A-Team (Ambassadorial Team) interview. i thought everything was gonna be ok. Syafiq from adventure club was there and he's gonna be my interviewer with two other sooooo not smiley people. so i went in the room & started my 1 min self-intro. i just crapped throughout the whole thing & in between, never fail to include "erms" & super long silence. bleargh. after much interogation, i was bombarded with senarios & questions. like how big a fish you wanna be? & who you would save first~ your mum or your husband. & stuff. ok. so i thought it was gonna end there. but noooo... they want me to show my "special telent". god. i wanted to do an act but somone told me i can just tell jokes. so this dumb fella told her joke. about a naked lady she saw. (if you wanna know, ask me). hah. & they were like pasting a facial expression that reads~ "Hello!! this is not even a joke. can you give us better?"... so i just told them that its my personal experience. & this is in my heart at tat point of time~ [shut up! keep those comments to yourself. i know i'm killing myself here.]

unfortunately, they insisted me to show them some REAL "special telent". hah. i gave them tons of excuses e.g i can't sing cause i have a frog voice. but i still sang twinkle twinkle little star. but they were still unsatisfied. Syafiq wanted me to do some actions to go along with the stoopid song. so i changed the song ~ ba ba black sheep have u any wool. so i can escape from making myself a fool. i sang really well though. (=. heh.

i was like "org giler tak tentu arah" after the interview. cause i know tat i can't make it. -_- Diana was there & she knows how haywired i went.

thanks Syafiq for making me hate interviews more.

& noufie, don't think too much. take care of yourself babe. (=